Saturday, January 31, 2009
oh my. i'm super super tired.i think after staying up late for 2 days straight burned me right through.
i overslept today and still didn't get enough sleep.
end up nothing much went into the head.
and i had so much spot-on qs given to us.
sian.
at least i know accounting and econs will be at least a D and C? haha.
management is gone case.
marketing would be worse cos there's tonnes more to mug for.
alrdy cldn't handle 8 chapters for management :(
thank goodness the weather got better.
else i'll collaspe with too much heat and too much theory. haha
i wanna go home now!
my thoughts {4:14 PM}Thursday, January 22, 2009
i've been having thoughts to lock my blog up.there are times i can't express myself to anyone else and this is the only outlet i have.
but i've to be careful with what i say here since it's a public blog and i don't like to have to think twice on how to express myself.
i'll think more about it after the exams.
i need to refocus myself and just whack through the books.
thought for the day:
there was once a person who was cheated of all his wealth.
his friends pitied him and was angry with the cheater.
not long later, the man was again cheated of his wealth by the same person.
his friends became really furious with the cheater and pitied him.
how could he be that unlucky?
it never rains, but it pours.
the guy got scammed for the third time.
his friends were extremely furious!
however, they weren't angry with the cheater.
they were mad at the man.
how could someone not learn from the first two experiences and got cheated for the third time...
my thoughts {9:03 PM}booked!
cos i'll forget myself and for everyone to know, here's a list of dates i'm booked for fun when i'm home ((:hurry book me else i won't be free..
7th - Mengs
11th - Fran & Mengs
btw, 82001165 is still the number. though it's used by my brother for now..
my thoughts {7:34 AM}staying at caulfield fo' sho'
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME!!exams are gonna drive me nuts.
it's not that i'm super stressed or something but there's really a lot to study!!
marketing is insanity. you've to write like a summary linking up everything while answering the qs for section A in like 35mins! madness i tell you.
which means i shall scoot off now and mug extra hard.
i don't want to go peninsula or berrwick ): or worse. fail one subject.
like mengs and fran said, bimbo power cos we're smart like that. HAHAHAHA. <3
to jome: a rare visitor! pick a date to party dude. i'm booked on the 7th and 11th.
my thoughts {7:29 AM}Thursday, January 15, 2009
omg. it's so difficult to focus and get down to serious mugging.i said i'd hide my LAN cable but can't bring myself to do it! )):
so from now onwards, i will not use the net at home. i shall lock up the cable and do any internet stuff in school.
and if u ever see me online late in the night, i give you every right to scold me and tell me to get back to studying.
i think i will do well if i just mug whatever the tutors have pointed out.
it doesn't seem like a lot now they have narrowed everything down for us.
at least one comforting thought (:
'ignore' is the wrong word. 'filter' is the one.
my thoughts {3:27 PM}Tuesday, January 13, 2009
lessons of life #1
1. never trust someone so easily.cause that's just being naive.
2. you don't need so many friends.
cause some friends aren't meant to be.
3. i need to stop being a people person.
i need to learn to survive with me and me alone.
i don't need to have people to talk to.
nuff said. focus. and get back to studying.
my thoughts {5:46 PM}Monday, January 12, 2009
one of those rollercoaster rides that never seem to go upwards
there's such a huge mix of emotions inside.can't seem to differentiate them.
anger? pain? disappointment?
i really don't know.
i hate how i always act tough on the outside and hide the pain inwards,
killing myself slowly inside.
i hate whatever's going on, whatever i'm feeling.
i hate how things have to turn out this way.
i hate how i can't be any stronger.
maybe if i just shut up and disappear, no one will notice.
i'm just super tired. i wanna leave it. all of it.
easier said than done.
my thoughts {6:03 PM}Saturday, January 10, 2009
scare studying into you
urgh. i've zero motivation to study.though exams are in 18 days only i haven't done the least bit of actual studying.
i know that if i fail this term i'll delay entry to university by 1 term and i know i can't and won't want that to happen. but i just keep procrastinating and get distracted!
i was quite scared before school closed but after all the fun during the break, i'm still in holiday mood. gahh!! just so frustrating.
need someone to scare studying into me!! ):
my thoughts {8:20 PM}Friday, January 09, 2009
new look
omg my layout went nuts when i added something in the html.must have accidentally edited something along the way. haha.
it's nicer with the picture now. not so plain, but then i don't really like the words. a bit corny.
i guess it was a sign to change template! will do after exams (:
19 sleeps to exams
24 sleeps to home! (:
think hard. think well. you know the answer.
my thoughts {12:01 AM}Sunday, January 04, 2009
just wondering ...
keeping your hopes high then watch them crashing down isn't nice at all
my thoughts {9:02 PM}Saturday, January 03, 2009
hello everyone. sorry for the lack of updates.been busy since the GOR trip, christmas, bdae and new year celebrations.
which also reminds me that i've to blog on those. haha.
GOR trip and christmas photos are up on facebook.
will blog soon i promise!
exams are in 25 days ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! (: <3
ps: i know a few of you come by, so just leave a tag to keep me updated on how you are since i don't catch you on msn (:
my thoughts {8:49 PM}Thursday, January 01, 2009
new year, fresh start
Happy 2009 everyone! (: <33
2009 resolutions
- better time management
- study harder - cos i haven't been doing so ):
- spend lesser, save more!
- mature in thoughts, speech and actions
- treat myself better - can start by moisturising more and having proper rest!
- learn to let things come and go easier
- shopping = lesser tees, lesser heels, more dresses, more flats (so much for spending lesser!)
- try out different styles - been stuck to boring tee&jeans routine for school most of the time
- blog more to keep my lovelies updated <3
- stay happy always (:
my thoughts {8:35 PM}