Monday, December 29, 2008

the last of teenage years - nineteen

thanks to everyone for the lovely wishes and gifts and those yet to come. haha.

my first time, and maybe the last, celebrating in melbourne.
we had dinner at Toto's Pizza House. the staff were really nice and they sang a birthday song for me too.
then it was to Party World to sing k. we all got really high singing Low by Flo Rida. haha. definitely going back soon! missing my occassional yet usual karaoke sessions with joyce and gina (:
more pictures on facebook.




my outfit for the night. cute right (: hehe
lovin' my silver heels :D

presents! :DD
heels and jar with hand cream from the girls.earrings from steve and jin oppa.
krumpler laptop bag from yida and cuthbert.
bangles (not in picture. cam went flat :x ) from val and khanh


being one year older, i shall learn to be more mature.
act mature, speak maturely and think maturely.
and enjoy the last year as a teenager before 20 comes. haha.


ps: the girls are so cute that they got me the black pair of heels when i got the silver one and was thinking aloud if i shld have gotten black instead. haha. and the hand cream cos i was saying my hands are so dry <33

my thoughts {11:50 PM}

Thursday, December 25, 2008

it's the season to be jolly

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
hope everyone is in the spirit and having loads of fun.
and receiving a lot of presents! :D
just came back from and awesomely fun road trip at Great Ocean Road.
pictures will be up soon on facebook! (:
i lub everyone! <33

my thoughts {9:47 AM}

Sunday, December 21, 2008

who says pancakes are only for breakfast?

Started at 9am till 2pm doing marketing so I took a 2hr break and decided to eat something different for lunch.




excuse the ugliness of the pancake


There's suppose to be a sunny-side egg too but the yolk broke so it didn't look nice anymore. Plus I don't want you to be thinking that I can't even fry an egg nicely! HAHA.

Haven't actually done much in the 5 hrs but I'm pretty happy with what I've done; more figures and references for the marketing report. Just that I've another 4 sections to get done. Hopefully I can finish by 12am and don't have to stay up the whole night else I won't have energey at Great Ocean Road! (:

my thoughts {1:06 PM}

Sunday, December 14, 2008

24 hours

In another 5 hours, it'll mark 24 hours since I last slept. It's crazy, I know. It's not right, I know. But I just can't help it. Even if I start work early, I still end up staying up the whole night cos in between there'll be major procrastination and distractions.

If I go on like this, I'll definitely fall sick again. Exams are coming soon and I don't want to burn out before I even start studying for it. I still need to survive through the exams so I can go back to Singapore.
Today marks 2 months and 2 days since I've arrived in Melbourne. Amazing how these 2 months went by so quickly.


shall attempt to make a christmas and birthday list.
but first, Santa baby fill my stocking with a duplex and cheques...

i know you don't like it but i'm merely stating the facts

my thoughts {12:15 PM}

Saturday, December 13, 2008

cold as fire baby, hot as ice

i'm actually quite tired of everything that's been going on.
how some people just shoot their mouths off without thinking how others will feel or the consequences of doing so.
some treat you "cold as fire" and later "hot as ice".
you can't really tell who your true friends are, except for a handful.


i don't think i've changed much since i've been here,
maybe just growing stronger emotionally and mentally.

guess that's how univeristy life is... and i've to live through it.

my thoughts {10:50 AM}

Friday, December 12, 2008

I'm so super frustrated with myself.
I've been staring at the same word document for 2 days now and 7/8 of what's on it isn't mine. I've done my research but all the articles feels as if they aren't good enough to put into the report. I look at everyone's research and they've way way more than mine. Like articles in stacks!
They sit quietly and read the articles but I just can't focus and type out proper sentences.
It's a serious case of procrastination I know. But I just don' t know how to get rid of it... and I think I'm thinking of other things as well, so distracted.



hopefully everything will be better tomorrow...

my thoughts {3:30 PM}

Thursday, December 11, 2008

LOOK HERE!
TUE 03FEB
DEP MELBOURNE 0105 SQ 218
ARR SINGAPORE 0545


I CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK HOME!
I've loads to tell all my lovelies! gahhhhhhh!! :DD

my thoughts {7:29 PM}

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

got the answer.
relieved that i got it.
somehow still have a feeling it isn't the truth.
but let's leave it as it is for now.
there's so much more to think about than that.



on a side note, maybe i should get myself an english name! no one can remember or pronounce my name right!
kay/kaye sounds good. haha

my thoughts {6:50 PM}

Monday, December 08, 2008

"use your intuition" I was told.
but what if my intuition is wrong?
do I have to learn it the hard way?
but I guess I have to learn it one way or another...
just whether I am willing to learn it.

my thoughts {9:26 PM}