Friday, August 29, 2008

I only hope for you to give me your full support. Be it whether I make it or not.
Instead all you hope for is for me to head to Uni, finish with a degree and return to the company to work for you. You've said numerous times that you don't like your father to have forced you to continue his business and yet, you do the same with me. Working for you is not something that I want.
I'm not sure whether I'll make it but I want to try. If I do make it, yes, I'll withdraw from Uni.

Till then, I don't know.

my thoughts {11:09 AM}

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

okay. ready, set, GO!

this blog is so super dead.
not many visit it too.. maybe i should close it.. plus my posts aren't that interesting since i've not been doing anything interesting. haha.

anyways, to those that read, my trip to korea's been settled more or less.
leaving on 6th Sept 0055 hrs
returning on 14th Sept 2005 hrs.

it's 1 week and 2 days trip. and kinda rushed cause it seems like the whole family is leaving for different places in mid-sept so i got screamed at yesterday when my return flight clashed with my dad's dept flight. oh well.

6th Sept is an important day. i hope i'll be well enough with lots of rest and a whole lot of confidence. i'm already getting nervous even though it's so far away. haha. i'll post on how it goes with lots of pictures from the trip (:


have planned to leave on 10th Oct for Aussie (: but still haven't found a place to live T_T

my thoughts {10:44 AM}

Thursday, August 21, 2008

donations please!

kindly donate to the kaiyi-wants-to-go-for-a-holiday fund
any amount is fine; the more the better.


HAHA. yup i'm planning on going for a holiday and do certain things before i head to uni. especially when they can't wait 3 yrs till after uni. but well i've no money to shop after i buy the airtickets. and no place to live as well. maybe i'll feed on cup noodles and sleep in cardboard boxes :x
uni's a pain in the ass. there's so many things to settle :( and i haven't found accommodation. my head nearly exploded this morning juggling between office work and uni. plus i still need to clear out my room & closet before i leave for my holiday. i wanna quit (yes i know i've said that many times..)
well that's what's been going on so far while my dear friends have all started studying again.


on a side note, i just read that a korean actor/model passed away this morning after meeting with an accident. he was a great actor. if you've watched coffee prince, he's the guy that's all nerdy and silly. though it was his first film then, he left a deep impression on me cause of his goofiness. just as he was getting regconised by the audience for his acting, just as things start to get better for him, he has to leave. he was only 27. he was even suppose to have a DJ event tonight.
i suppose this is like a gentle reminder that life is ever to precious and always unpredictable.

RIP Lee E-On


ps: i'm serious bout the donation. HAHA

my thoughts {11:50 PM}

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

44 points!

ROAR! I failed my traffic police test with a record breaking of 44 points! HAHA. I came out of the TP office and was looking for Meng and met her at the steps. We both burst out laughing when we found out that we both failed plus failing with the same number of points. HAHA.

Everything was fine until after the U-turn back. Wide turns, unsafe distance from stationary vehicle and no checking out blind spots - all that happened on the same street! It was one thing leading to another. That itself chalked up to 28 points! Gosh.
The tester was so annoying. I thought the older the tester, the less strict they become. Apparently NOT! The older they are, the more neh neh they become. He was so strict with my driving and kept pointing out my mistakes which made me nervous.
Basically it was 3 major mistakes on the road plus a few small ones. Damnit. Could have pass with only 12 points but the journey back caused it.

Now I've to wait till 22 Sept to take the test again. Was planning to drive the car sooner especially when my dad's going overseas. I seriously hope I pass the second time round.

ps: for those who don't know, you have to get lesser than 20 points to pass the test. it's not the more points the better. HAHA.

my thoughts {6:04 PM}

Monday, August 04, 2008

stalked!

Jasmin, Judy, Joyce and I met at Music Forest today for dance. It wasn't our usual dance lesson but our own dance practice. We're currently trying to learn No. 1 by BoA.

We were all so tired after an hour and went our separate ways to head home. Joyce's dad was on the way and offered me a lift home too. So while we were waiting at the main entrance, Joyce suddenly said sternly "LET'S GO!!"

I was like "HUH?" Her dad hasn't arrived and where would we be going? Then I realised a man in his late 50s was walking towards us. He was making those kissing sounds and doing hugging actions. I freaked out and Joyce dragged me towards the cafe area.

When we walked past the second entrance, (Red Dot Museum has 2 doors separated by a pillar and a security gaurd area) that man was there looking at us!! Joyce grabbed my arm and we hurried to the cafe. We just sat frozen to the seats and kept staring at the direction where the man was. He couldn't see us and we couldn't see him. Which made me freak out more cause who knows if he followed!

That moment, Joyce's dad called to say he has reached and we both panicked cause it wasn't nice to let him wait and we dare not go back out there! We hooked arms and slowly walked towards one of the side doors praying very hard that the man has gone away. Thank God when I opened the door he was at the other end of the museum already and we rushed straight into the car.

OMG. I totally felt stalked and so scared that I could have peed in my pants :( I seriously didn't see that man if Joyce didn't say anything. urgh. Freaky!


on a funnier note, Joyce kept saying her dad drove the Cady van so i was expecting a van to come along to pick us up. But then a car stopped right in front of us and I do recognise the car since I've got quite a few rides from her before. I asked her at least 3 times whether that was her dad. The car even honked at us. But still she insited it isn't. After arguing with me for close to a minute she realised "OH YA THAT IS MY DAD'S CAR!" HAHAHA. Joyce you're the most hilarious person I know. You made me feel so much better after that stalking incident. HAHA. <33

my thoughts {11:12 PM}