Wednesday, September 19, 2007

jumble grumble

sighs. long time since i've blogged. though i've been online almost everyday; not a good thing AT ALL, i just cant be bothered to blog. heh. in fact i havent been bothered to do much lately. i guess it's just a way to numb all the unhappiness i have. prelims results are out and i did horribly badly. as if badly isn't good enough, i learnt that my friendly neighbour did superbly well. like AAB or something along those lines. he only failed math. closet mugger that one. HAHA. i know i didn't study well for prelims but then it is depressing. it's only bout another 5 wks to A's. i knoe i need to study even harder but it's just... argh. i dunno. upsetting? depressing? procrastinating? i dunno. cant find a word to explain how i feel. maybe cause it's all jumbled together.. haha. i need someone to wake me up man. like really. slap me. hit me. i dunno do anything so i can wake up. k i shld go back to studying and make some good out of my 2 hrs left of the day.





what i baked out of procrastinating last wk. heh. pretty eh.

random comment: a new neighbour is in the estate!

my thoughts {9:46 PM}

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Fingerprints of God

this song has been stuck in my head for the whole day. awesome lyrics and very meaningful. a gentle reminder for me (:


I can see tears filling your eyes
And I know where they're coming from
They're coming from a heart that's broken in two
By what you don't see
The person in the mirror
Doesn't look like the magazine
Oh, but when I look at you it's clear to me that...

I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know it's true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God

Never has there been and never again
Will there be another you
Fashioned by God's hand
And perfectly planned
To be just who you are
And what He's been creating
Since the first beat of your heart
Is a living breathing priceless work of art...

I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know it's true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God

Just look at you
You're a wonder in the making
Oh, and God's not through, no
In fact, He's just getting started...

I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know it's true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God

my thoughts {12:47 AM}

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

pissed. tired. annoyed. lost.
that's exactly how i'm feeling right now and yet i dunno why.
well some of it's cause i havent done any work during hols. another cause my specs is the wrong degree and i've to go all the way back to bugis to get it right again for the THOUSANDTH TIME. and that pisses me off totally. cause it makes no sense to keep going back there when it cld be done right in the first place.
...
now that it's off my chest i'm not so annoyed anymore. (: yay.
i'm bruised on my left leg. it's so painful..
i'm hungry too. kfc and pizza cravings.

i think this is a rant post. heh.

my thoughts {11:51 PM}