Sunday, January 28, 2007
revamped!
YAY!! look! my blog's been revamped. i don't think a lot of u can figure out wat i changed cause besides the picutre the layout is more or less the same. haha. just the font colours have been changed and a few things removed/updated. so yup. i really like the picture. so pretty. i've to put some words into the space if not it'll look weird.
moving on..
today's match for me was horrible. i played right back and it sucked cause i wasn't disciplined enough to mark my player properly so ended up i ran all over the place for i think 15mins and tat drained my energy. so later when i had a new player substituting the player i was marking i was out of energy. i don't really know wat i played wrong besides marking. cause this is my first match as a player so i have more to learn and experience. i hope today's match is a good start and i'll do better on thurs provided i'm playing. well i hope i get to play so i can prove to dawn and ms tan i do have potential and talent just that today was just a start.
anyways, i was kinda pissed at myself for playing so badly in the match and having fran to run all over the place covering everyone's places. so i decided to do some baking. i saw a recipe in seventeen so i gave it a try. it was not bad. didn't burn or turn out wrong like those recipes u'll find on the internet. haha. so here's a pic of it. dont' drool over the screen! xD
it looks good eh! it's called white chocolate cheese tart.
i can't taste the chocolate anywhere so it tastes exactly like a cheese cake. haha. i love the crust though. it tasted like biscuit. yummy!! i think in future i can make them as lil tarts and give ppl. it'll be cuter and nicer too.
ok time to go eat dinner and mug a big of geog. (i just realised i havent studied the whole day due to my disappointing match. rah.) training tmr!! (:
my thoughts {7:35 PM}time for revamp!
the blog has been dead for a while now and i think it's time to do something.not that a lot of people come here and tat i'm a social butterfly that everyone loves to tag me xD
but i just need something new here and something that i can smile back when i read it.
dbsk isn't part of my life and will not be in the future. so this means less blogging on them and more blogging on me.
not that i don't like them anymore or anything but just tat they dont' play a very impt role in my life. they aren't as impt as myself or the loved ones ard me.
if there's stuff that needs attention by ppl then i'll blog here. if not poke them aside xD
i'll find time for it and make sure it'll be nice and fresh soon (:
oh and i realised i don't camwhore as much as my frens so i don't really have nice piccies of me and my frens and have those candid or memorable moments. hmm....
there's so much on my mind. i need to quit worrying and just go sleep. tmr's impt and i can't let it slip by.
my thoughts {12:33 AM}Sunday, January 21, 2007
it seems that my blogs are dead. like not just this one but the other 2 shopping ones too. haha. oh well. i'm too lazy to update anyways.i dunno why but suddenly i feel so emo. rah. this is not good. but just realising that i'm already J2 means that i've to start bucking up and catch up with a lot of things that i missed out or slacked with in J1. knowing me, it takes a lot of determination, brainwashing and lesser procrastinating. (the new microsoft thingy's making my comp lag. ew.) it's hard. really. i've never been a A student excelling in my studies ever since primary 1. street smart rather than book smart. good and bad points to it. now that i'm one of the vice-captains of AC Hockey team, it means more resposiblitiy to shoulder and have to make sure my school work is up to expectations. plus be a good role model to the rest. with trngs upped to 3 times a week and matches on weekends means less time to study and more catching up to do.
it's only the start of the year and it seems like a lot have passed. well actually a lot have been done and worked on. i've to start learning how to balance my school work and hockey, family and friends, life and SLEEPING! without rest i'll just be sick again. i must learn to use my free time in school (we ironically have 2/3+ hr breaks but end school usual time; 430.) finish up my work and plan/ study ahead. no more time for slacking and playing. like mr chew said, honeymoon's over. it literally is.
yest's match was bad. i dunno why but i don't think i gave my all. physically i was there but mentally i was somewhere. sucks dongs. it felt as if i let down the team. i really feel so guilty. but i've to snap out of it. no more being a goalie. it really is stressful being one :x next week i'll be playing on the pitch, i think. so i better rest more and gain back my stamina. need to run my socks off.
i know this year's gonna be tough. no one said school was easy. i need to start bucking up and filling up wat i don't know. resting early and stay healthy. i will run the race and finish it proudly.
nuff said. i'm off to do something else.
my thoughts {7:29 PM}