Monday, June 26, 2006

SPARK-ing part 2

spark results for the boajjang dance like boa competition is out.

obviously the dear person here didn't win. why cause i sock. haha. no la. i've much to improve on. i need to learn how to make my moves more energetic plus sleek.

the winner was really good. i mean her dance of make a secret was really good. it was just like boa. plus she did it with spark. maybe tat's why she won. haha. but then i think some of her moves aren't very neat. it's just everywhere? i dunno how to say it. yet to watch the other vids. sighs. i must really work hard if i wanna get into sm. i need to be able to dance like the winner. sighs.

i wanna dance lessons. singing lessons. and into sm!! rah. wtf i need to work really hard. but then i can't even handle my studies well. how nice.

during hols i'm gonna learn more dances and perfect them. and make sure i do well for promos!!

sighs. will it ever come true?

my thoughts {10:25 PM}

Friday, June 23, 2006

pls grant me the courage to ask and her the grace to agree XD :x

my thoughts {10:08 PM}

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

i feel like a loser. nothing done much today. and tests are next week. wow. how exciting. rah.

my thoughts {12:08 AM}

Saturday, June 17, 2006

fans

i hate admitting tat i'm a dbsk fan sometimes. not tat being their fan is disgracful but certain actions of some fans are causing us to be said as violent, rude, vulgar and disrespectful.

i mean yes we see dbsk we go crazy. it's a natural reaction. who won't go googoo gaga when you see your favourite gasoo no matter if their so badly dressed and all who won't? but is there a need for u to rush over and knock them over and cause them to get injured? is there a need to pull their hair and cause hurt and harm to them? is there any need at all?? if we love them then we shld be able to watch over them. ensure tat they're always good and healthy to perform and do watever they need to do. hurting them might cause them to be able to go on stage and why dash tat hope and dream of theirs to perform. and for whom? us. the fans. they try to give their 100% or even more to allow us to be happy with their performances. but if they cant go on stage wat more can we say? wat can we see. wat will the other members feel? rmb the jaejoong incident? everyone felt sad. but wat if jaejoong got hurt cause of a fan/fans? wat will happen? just think about it fans. thank gawd they are alright. i wont want to think about it with only 4 of them on stage collecting an award. how shit can tat get.

please think about it deeply. keep in mind tat they are also humans and not some things we can push ard and hurt. they also have feelings. they have emotions. let's just remain as fans tat would love and watch over them like chunsas. ensuring tat they're good and healthy all the time. not cause harm and hurt their feelings. there's no need to do tat if u love someone.

told you sm sucks dong. wat they hell happened!? wat's with the small no of security?! do u guys ever learn? the last time in hk something like tat happened and u guys are risking the boy's safety just because your pockets are tight. wat shit is tat? don't forget they're your money tree in a way. lose 1 and the fans will hate u for life. i hope u've some common sense to have more security when they go to malaysia if not i'm declaring sm's stupid. aish.

fly all ard asia and not come to singapore. how nice.

my thoughts {3:03 PM}

Friday, June 16, 2006

DBSK concerts

I HATE SM!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!! rah!!

why do they consider malaysia as part of their tour area?? just because they went there to film ting advert!? wat?? really la. they can have a concert there but not in singapore. go there a few times but NOT SINGAPORE!! why why why. just because we're a dot on the map doesnt mean tat we're not a good market to sell stuff!? tat's so super not true la!! WAHHHH i can die la. i want to go to the korean concert and tokyo concert and malaysia concert!! T___________________________T i feel like dying now. then their trying to rip off us using the international fanclub rubbish. looking at all the 'benefits' they list is plain crap la. int fans are also paying for wat we cant get. those taping of stuff here and there are mostly in korea so wat's the point of us joining too? rahh. sm's stupid. dumb idiot daylight robbers and wat nots!! gahhh!!

but then if sm's stupid dbsk will not even exist. wahahahaha. BUT WHY WHYWHY!!

i can't go for the malaysia concert. so close yet so far. i want!!!! ahjumah!! kidnap junsu and yunho oppa back can?? MUST!!!

ooh i found a pretty silver heels today!! XD

sm sucks dong period XD :x


OMG!! KING AND THE CLOWN IS GOING TO COME TO CINEMAS ON 22ND JUNE!! i want to watch!!

my thoughts {10:38 PM}

Thursday, June 15, 2006

holidays

i hate holidays now la. gosh. i lose the momentum to study and even go out. i planned to wake up early everyday at 930 but then i end up getting up only at wat 1130. wat la!? i feel like a pig now la. ew ew ew. i feel fat too. it's been since a month since i did proper exercise? gosh. then i took like 3 hrs just to read through physics and it was only 2 topics!! and till now i know nuts bout how to calculate uncertainty and really uncertain i mean it. i know nuts bout doing kinematics and nuts bout forces. well forces is not tat bad. then i worked on gp and have yet to mark it. and i think the rest of the day is just slack plus tmr candy n i wanna go out. sheets la. i hope she's ok later at shine. hehe. waas suppose to call ken from singaporeinline but have yet to do so cause i'm a lazy butt like tat.

whee dbsk goes germany!! good on them. hope they take lotsa nice piccies and enjoy themselves.

mental notes:
  • have yet to decide if want to get any japan concert goodies and pay ahjumah.
  • have yet to complete studying econs, chinese, math, geog, physics, gp= EVERYTHING!! wth.
  • get dad's belt tmr.
  • read through recipes for ingredients to get on sun
  • register for math tuition on sun 12-2pm
  • stay sane while rushing through all the work.

my thoughts {6:36 PM}

Sunday, June 11, 2006

why why why.

why me. go talk to her if u want to know more bout her. don't come to me and ask left right upside down. i mean wat!? though we're close and i know most stuff bout her it's not fair to come to me and get info right. if u want to know more her ask her directly. it does get irritating at times you know.

so please i'm not an info bank or some sort. go to her. her her her. THANK YOU.PERIOD.

my thoughts {7:47 PM}

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

take care candy girl. u ah forever falling sick. haha. hope u're having fun with sunkist ^^

my thoughts {7:08 PM}

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

never frown cause you'll never know who might just fall for your smile


keep smiling peeps! ^^

my thoughts {7:12 PM}

Thursday, June 01, 2006

High Five - Camp Vivant 2006

camp started on monday in the afternoon. eugene was in it too. i met ally there too.

camp was fun. i got to make lotsa new friends. the whole camp was really good cause i got to learn new stuff. we had to play games to help stimulate our thinking. we had the trust walk where different people were given different disabilities; mute crippled and blind. only one person had no disabilities. we didn't do well for tat cause we didn't quite communicate with one another and made full use of other abilities tat we had. so we took a really long time to get it done. then another game was tat everyone was blindfolded then we were only allowed to say 1 number from 1-40. if there is 2 person saying it, it restarts. if there's more than 2 sec of break between 2 people, it restarts too. in the end we had one brave soul who groped about and linked everyone together and we managed to complete it. thanks to tat girl. i forgot her name :x the apprentice was the best out of everything. we had to plan some activities for day3 and we all managed to do a great job. through it i really learnt alot. i learn tat planning an event isn't as simple as i tot. there was a lot more stuff tat i had to prepare and research before hand before calling the company up. Mr Dexter Neo gave me a tough time cause he asked so many questions and i didn't have any answers to him most of the time. then later when the roller blading truck came late, everything became messy. it was just so bad tat we were wasting time. and instuctions given weren't well received and followed.

Baygon rawks da house man!! i think tat my group was really the most enthu one. though we were really akward with one another at first, we ended on day 4 being as close as ever. i really appreciate u guys man. u guys just make me smile all the time. i'm really glad i know all of u. it's so funny how we tease one another and our mentors too. they're just great people tat led us really well. hope we can meet up soon and work together in future projects =) love ya guys!! take care! x3

my thoughts {7:30 PM}