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Sunday, April 30, 2006

omg. msn is so screwed up!! it refuses to let me send msgs properly!! sometimes can send others i cant!! wtf. how screwed is it!?

my PI has like 20 words over and i can't be bothered to go cut anymore. then i can't write my econs essay. ew. how best is tat?

tests are the next week and i think i'm going to die. geog and econs test. geog still can but econs is rubbish. so crap.

i havent been feeling the best lately. i think it's an awful mood swing. i hate it. i don't like to be down cause tat's just not me at all. it seems like bec is having the moods too. haha.

i was so sad when i received the email from HYF. cause the i/c said tat the 60 people have been selected and that i've to join next year. T__T but then after candy helped me yay!! she said it was a mix up and she was sorry. haha. i was so happy la. i was pratically bouncing in my chair. i wanted to ask her whether i was one of them but then she didn't reply my last email so oh well. if i'm in i'm in. no worries. haha.

I'M GOING INSANE!! I'VE TO HAND IN 18 ARTICLES ON TUES BUT THEN I'VE NO NEWSPAPER AT HOME!! how how!?!

madam! where are u!?


oh btw does anyone know how to change the bg colour for the flooble tagboard. it has a yellow bg on my board but how come people can't tag properly??

my thoughts {10:46 PM}

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

i hate this. i hate this. i hate this feeling.

i have no freaking idea why but ya.

i feel like shit. like crap. like a loser.

i've no idea why i'm like tat.

i don't like being like tat. half of me is happy cause i manage to finish my work today the other half wants to cry out loud for i dunno wat reason.

or mayb i do know why but i don't want to admit it. refuse to admit it.

if i tell alicia unnie this she'll just tell me cry my dear go ahead. u'll feel better after that.

WAHHH!! T___T

i try to stay as happy and smiley as i can everyday. but then sometimes it's really difficult to do so. when things don't go the way it should be, teachers pick on you, u fail the tests and everyone expects the best out of you it can get tiring. it's really tiring to be miss happy and miss carefree all the time. i can get tired. i get tired. i am tired. i try not to cry in front of my frens and stay strong for them but it's tough. mayb it's because i'm always seem strong everyone thinks i'm ok. mayb it's because of tat everyone thinks i'm ok and i'm always fine. but when things happen they just do. they don't have warnings or sorts. when quarrels break out they do. when fights start they just do. when anger fills your head it does. there's not much of a when it'll happen.

i'm tired. really tired. i don't want to be happy all the time. i want to cry freely. i don't want stay strong anymore. i don't want to act tough anymore. i'm tired...

my thoughts {9:55 PM}

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

freak crap shit. my tag board doesn't even let me tag!! wat rubbish is tat!?

oh i finally finished SPARK. haha. i forgot about blogging it. u know the security guard came late to opne the door then i wasted 15mins T__T then the guard tat came to lock the door looked in and i saw his reflection in the mirror and it freaked the shit outta me!! and plus i was dancing so lost focus and had to record the whole thing again!! it was like 3/4 done la!! ew ew ew.

only a few people saw the vid. i dunno who else have besides those in BM and josh, sandra, amirah, hannah, jerome, candy. if your name is NOT on this list please kindly tag on my board and tell me who showed it to you and I WILL KEEL TAT PERSON PERSONALLY. don't worry i won't let him/her die a pianful death. XD


now i've to be SPARK-ing. how funny can tat get? :x T__T

my thoughts {6:19 PM}

Sunday, April 23, 2006

is this better? much better to the eys right? but i still miss connie's bg cause it has a big and pretty junsu and it's really nice.

now all i have is a stupid fobchun staring at me XD

OHOH!! i think tis is so funny. u know when u eat subway daily set offers these days, it comes with a cookie. so my mum brought home 2 and i was hungry just now. i took on and popped it into the microwave, press reheat button and sat at the comp thinking tat the microwave will beep like it use to. but NNNNOOOO!! it didn't T__T so the cookie ended up black and all burnt. it smelled so bad la. so ok nvm i took it out, burning myself on the grill at the same time T___T, and tried to scrap the cookie off the plate with a spoon. first scrap good. second scrape not too bad. third scrape.... THE PLATE JUST SPLIT INTO PIECES!! i was like O_O!!! it freaked me out but at the same time i was laughing. haha. i mean i really didn't expect it to break.. oh well.

now i've to toast a cookie instead cause i'm afraid it'll happen again.

hungry...

physics test...

library books...

dbsk dvd...

birthday present...

GAAAHHH!!

my thoughts {12:51 PM}

wat am i?

some relationship guru?

anyone need consultation?

it's FOC. -_-;;





oh sheet. i forgot bout jerome's blog!

my thoughts {1:01 AM}

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

no such thing as alice and joshua. period.


it's joshua with eve ^^ XD

my thoughts {9:21 PM}

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

before i went to ACJC, i tot tat i won't fit in. people say tat ac is a... a... i forgot wat the word was. darn. they say it's hard to survive cause u must be a people person or u'll just die there. i think it's really true. haha. cause nice people don't come find u. andrew said tat.


but then after like er 4 weeks or a lil more, i think it's not tat bad la. though i don't know a lot of people there, but after hanging out and being more open, it's pretty easy getting to know people. like know frens from frens and the circle just grow bigger.


i love my class. i think we're a really fun bunch. we can get along quite well but then if we don't have certain people i think it won't be so fun after all. T__T sucks huh. certain people like er er me!! haha. i kid. like amirah, rebecca, joshua, xiang un, sandra... Alice is really cute la. we all can't stand her laughter cause it's really weird. she just laughs out loud whenever and where ever. sometimes for no apparent reason. haha. but then tat's wat makes life fun right? she forever grossing us out with her and joshua. dunno wat my darling and wat don't flirt with him. haha. it really cracks us up. add in the goosebumps too. haha.


life sucks at JC la. we end school so late then if we want to go out but it's like already so late so no point going. how sad is tat. it makes it seems like i've no life. i don't go online for a long time sometimes. work just gets tougher and more and complicated. lessons are boring. teachers aren't too good. not all but some. meals are so ex. i can spend like 5 bucks just on eating. wat happend to the 1.20 red bowl noodle store!? haha. i miss the old mg la. but now the whole place looks like a freaking hospital can!? gosh. wat happened to all the money we raised at inkwell. all wasted on painting the amphitheatre wall blue red yellow green then green then back to white. wat is tat!!! ten have 2 sculptures at the concourse? aish.


i want to play more. why is life all about studying ah? why people mug their lives away just for a printed score on a peice of paper? for a better job tat's the answer. but is life better when u actually enjoy it rather slog your life away? haha. it's a yes and no i guess.


now i'm sandwiched between jerome and candice. i don't know wat to do with the 2 of them. *shakes head really furiously* haha. well let's just allow things to take it slowly. when the time comes i'll be the bridesmaid!! wahahahaha! who knows man! XD


guys are really vulgur. goodness. i'm getting influenced. tat's bad :x hehe. oh well life goes on just like kaiyi will want it to be. smiles. SHEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTT!! i've a dance vid thing to hand in to boajjang by 22 april 3 am but then i've not practiced well enough. i know the steps and all but then it's not well memorised and the movements are not as confident and powerful as BoA does it. gosh she's a 156/154cm girl and wow her voice is awesome and loud. dance moves are sleek and nice. and i'm gonna be a duck. wahahhaha. SM here i come. look out for the singapore duck. XD ok no. tat's not goot. tat's HORRIBLE!! must realise my dream and vivian unnie's. haha. she's so cute la. unnie said she wants to know someone famous in her life. and she wants me to meet DBSK and then bring them to meet her. and also to intro cute guys to her. haha. then she was like but i'm so old i'm gonna be a pedo!!!! VIVIAN UNNIE BYUNTAE!! wahhaha.



i'm not thinking right anymore. i need to rest. tmr's a very very long day!!!! stupid cross country. bleah.

my thoughts {10:28 PM}