Monday, February 13, 2006

did i really study hard?

that was the question that i asked my parents.

i don't think i did study hard at all. i was busy doing other stuff, watching DBSK vids and all. and i studied either the day before or 2 days before which wasn't very right. haha

but nonetheless i thank God for guiding my through the whole of last year. He has shown me His grace and allowed me to overcome the exams with ease.

the few days before the results were released, i practically cried every night in bed. i was so worried that i would disappoint people. my parents my teachers my frens alicia unnie narii unnie connie. it was scary. it was stressful.

the time where ms kon was announcing the subject percentage, i was holding back my tears.

that peice of paper. that one piece of paper holds my future. if i don't do well then that's almost the end of me. to think thath that paper holds your future is indeed a little silly but in singapore, everything is about certs about money about education. and you can't run away from it. the only way run out of singapore.

but now that the worst is over, i'd like to say to those who did well. congrats. you guys deserved it. your hardwork has finally paid off.

to those who didn't do well, it's fine. it's really not the end yet. just focus on your decisions that you make these few days before submitting your JAE. that's the actual thing that will determine your future. get on with life. get on with everything.

like ms kek says, it's just another one of the hurdles in life. it'll be soon forgotted. just like your PSLE score. does anyone mention about it anymore? no. that's how the o cert will be.

so don't worry. pick yourself up once again and face everyone. make your right decision ans you'll not lose to the others. ^^



to the class of MG 2005. yay!! we've done it! we've made the teachers happy! they were so worried about us even before the exams. thank you teachers. thank you for staying back to the last minute with us. trying to squeeze our brains packed with all those informations though it can't go in anymore. haha. thank you for just being there praying so hard and continuously for every single one of us. thank you for believing in everyone of us. thank you .x333


we'll come together as a level once again right? just like we always do.

my thoughts {4:25 PM}

guess whose birthday is it today?

YUNHO'S BIRTHDAY!!
oppa, i hope that you'll have a wonderful birthday with your family and friends.
i know that you all would be busy rehearsing for DBSK 1st concert but you must celebrate your birthday ya? cause birthdays only come once in a year.
do take good care of yourself and make sure you stay healthy and happy. cause the fans would be upset if we hear that you're sick. in fact any of you sick would break our heart. so stay strong!
and oppa, it's ok to cry once in a while. don't worry wat others say about you. as long as you're happy and comfortable is all that matters.
you're one year older! yay! haha. i hope that all your dreams would come true and you'll be able to get your driving license this year. and the 5 of you can go to germany and watch the football. to be exact have a good break away from all the media and frenzy fans. haha.
Yunho oppa hwaiting!
i know the date i wrong cause i never posted it after saving it. and my computer can't change the date. don't ask y cause i've no idea why :x sucks dong

my thoughts {4:09 PM}