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Monday, November 28, 2005

don't they look awesome. jaejoong can just not wear anything at all XD i like yunho's shirt and junsu's too. i think it's cause i'm biased. but it's nice!

my thoughts {8:11 PM}

Sunday, November 27, 2005

DBSK won the Best Artist Award at M.net KMTV Music Festival 2006. this is their first ever BIG important win and i'm glad they did. cause they did it through their many years of hardwork. ever since they started training as a group.

through out all these times, laughters were shared, tears were shed. and they got this far. to stand on stage in front of all their fans as the Best Artist Award. it's something hard to acheive and unbelievable to them. now they must be thinking everything was worth it. the hard and gruesome trainings. the crying when they can't get their voices right. the anxious times when they just couldn't seem to get where they want to. everything was worth it. everything.

they really do deserve it.

yoochun was pooring in tears and junsu was crying a lot too. changmin was crying in silence and so was yunho and jaejoong. yunho broke his speech a few times. as i watched the video, it was just so heartbreaking. though i've never been with DBSK since the start of their journey, i can feel and i know tat they have gone through alot all these while; silently and behind the scenes. the tears they shed today, on stage, are tears tat are mixed with happiness and sadness. tears tat they have kept all these while from the fans. tears they have hid for these 2 years.

with this award, it's an regconition tat they have worked hard and how much they sacrificed and when through to get to where they are today. this is something tat will give them a lot more confidence and push them further to give it their even best.

27 November 2005 is a day i'm never going to forget. it's going to go with me forever. i'm glad and proud to be a DBSK fan.

DBSK don't thank the fans for where you are today. just continue to have faith in yourself and continue to do your best. you are the ones who made yourself come this far. so keep it up!! and we'll see you on stage there next year with more awards. cause i'm sure u will.

love ya DBSK!! :3333

my thoughts {11:47 PM}

Saturday, November 26, 2005

JAEJOONG!! he walked in ALL BY HIMSELF WITHOUT CRUTCHES!!! junsu was like ah~~~hugh. haha. he cracked tat cute boy. haha. it's his first ever cracking on stage. but he's still <3333


the whole thing was awesome. the boys were great. ignoring junsu's lil crack the whole thing went so well. plus it's LIVE!! aha;fa;jfahd fafh;!!! haha. it's so spazzable!! jaejoong standing up was like O_O for minnie and ^______^ for yoochun. haha. it was so fun. it's really great to see jaejoong standing up again. the fans were like screaming their heads off when he stood up and during YOOSU and HOSU. no idea why but they were so loud O_o


i like yoochun's clothes. for once i do. haha. i think it's cool. unique too. i like their present wardrobe manager. they are doing a great job. changmin has a nice zipperry maroon coat and junsu looks good. yunho reminds me of a christmas present with a big bow across cause of his belt at his waist XD jaejoong and junsu has the same style.

i'm still amused by junsu's cracking. haha. i'm so mean :x

jaejoong are u wearing the SBSK ring again?! ^^*

yunho looks lost there after the HOSU

i bet u a million tat yoochun will flirt with the supermodels. haha.

my thoughts {1:20 AM}

Friday, November 25, 2005

haha. i'm sounding wierd. XD

my thoughts {3:55 PM}

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

alicia unnie posted this on bm and i tot it was really fun and meaningful ^^*

&`IN SCHOOL;;
the class nerd: changmin. haha. how much nerdier can he beat the rest when he has his spects. it's in his blood tat he's a nerd la. haha
the playground bully: yunho. he fits the role well too. haha. he can get reakky mean when he wants to. we all know tat right? haha.
the hunk: actually yunho will fit too. but then i've used him so jaejoong has to do it. haha. and he's pretty enough to make the girls go goo goo ga ga over him..
the class clown: definitely park yoochun. cause he's cool like tat. haha. and the dorkiest not to mention.. haha.
the jock: alicia unnie made it so obvious. the captain of the soccer team. haha. no one can beat Kim Junsu in tat. so it's tat cutie alright!!

&`THE MAFIA;;
the ringleader: again it's yunho. cause he really looks like one when he's pissed and plus the scars on his face. haha. you know where i'm getting at..
the techie: changmin cause his glasses makes it tat way. haha.
the crazy dude: yoochun? cause joongie and junsu don't fit this one. haha.
the right hand man: junsu. cause HOSU rocks!! XD
the mole: jaejoong. though he said cant lie but he acted so well in junsus' mollae camera

&`THE MUSIC VIDEO;;
the crying dude: jaejoong. cause he looks like the emo typo. haha.
the best friend: junsu cause he's the most caring one tat i think is. haha.
the lucky guy: yoochun cause he's pg pimp
the extra: changmin cause he gets no girl and he doesn't know wat to do too.
the singer: yunho. cause he makes singing look so fun with all his facial expressions and hands flying all ard. not to mention his long fingers is a plus. haha.

&`THE NEIGHBOURHOOD;;
the next door neighbour: tough one between junsu and yunho... er but i've to pick er.. ack! junsu. cause i like him. haha. :x
the cat person: who fits this? no one la! but then er i think er yunho? cause he's wierd sometimes and it scares me too. haha.
the nice one: changmin. cause he's so cute tat he will do tat. haha.
the child pervert: yoochun cause yoowhore end of story XD
the gardener: jaejoong cause i'm sure he'll do a good job and make my garden pretty. if i had one tat is

&`LIFE STORY;;
the best friend: junsu. he's so freaking caring!
the stalker: jaejoong. cause i think he would?
the lover: yunho cause i like he the 2nd XD
the ex: yoochun he seems prone to do tat :x
the overachiever: shim changmin of course! he's so freakin perfect. far more than junsu. it's a lil scary at times..

my thoughts {10:23 PM}

Friday, November 18, 2005

today was crap. i had a runny nose the whole day. even till now. plus i'm leaving for Bintan like tmr!? sucks bad. i couldn't concentrate on my paper properly. hist was ok cause we spotted china and i did come out. thank God. then chem was like shitty. no worse. paper 1 was like guessing game. paper 2 was like just write watever you know. but it was good cause i know most of the stuff cause most of the stuff was like memory work..


but still. shitty as tat. candice was crying. i don't know why. i guess it's cause she's really expecting herself to do really good. and i think i'm just going to do really badly. till the state where even ITE won't want me and It's The End for me. aish. i'm so tired. i dunno whether to cry or laugh or jump ard tat it's over. i dunno whether it's a good thing or not. i dunno what will happen to me in 3 months time. i dunno wat or ratrher my future lies. whether i'm going to be some CEO of some big prestigeous company or some toilet cleaner for the tat company. i really dunno. i'm scared. i feel so small and useless. i didn't even know how t comfort candice cause i don't even know it myself. i'm sure candice will do well. but i don't have faith in myself. rach said pray and believe in it. if not i doesn't exist. so i do tat but i believe tat i'll do badly so how? will it still work? i dunno. i really don't. as much as i wanted it to be over, it is and now i want the time to go all back so i can start studying like shit. but hey like i told jo chan, we'll never learn if time can turn back. we'll never learn from our mistakes. anyways. if i need to take my Olevels again so be it. i'll just work harder till i faint of exhaustion. till i cry everyday till i die. watever. cause i've a feeling i will. miracles happen once in a life time. mind you ONCE. not everyday in your life. i'd prob go overseas to study but then my dad decided to do some funky spunky thing to quit his job in the freakin 2 days before my exams and i'm like O_O wtf. wat am i suppose to do. he's forever giving us surprises. i'm not surprised tat one day he tells me he's gonna sell the hous or something. not like it'll happen but get my point.


i dunno i dunno i dunno. i really don't. i just hope tat i can go take up dance lessons and get a decent job and prob go for singing lessons and pray harder tat SM will come find me and viola. i'll be the next stopid SM trainee. hah. i wish. ok i'm talking nonsense to myself. i need to sleep. i lack oxygen in the brain.

my thoughts {6:53 PM}

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

all the papers i've done, physics is the worst. i've never felt so lost so confused before. the first thing i opened the book, i was stunned. i didn't know how to do almost everything. i just did wat i think is correct and duh it's never correct. i dunno. i've spent so much time on it and yet i can't understand a thing. sighs. i feel like shit.

tmr's Amath and back to studying hist and chem. i dunno how i'm going to survive. i've nothing in my head. shit shit shit. how am i to face the world with my results. like go ard hi! i've only got 1 a1. chinese!! wth -_-

my thoughts {6:56 PM}

Sunday, November 13, 2005

DBSK IS AJFAKFD;LJ D;ADFH;F NAJ!!! i'm freakin O_O :OOO haha. it was so good. i seriously love it when they sing live. they do it so well. yoochun cracked haha. oops. haha. but the whole thing was just amazing. it was so nice. everyone reached their highest. junsu was like flawless. changmin too. yunho did his part smoothly. whee~ jaejoong screamer XD jaejoong has swollen eyes. they are red and swollen T_T YOOSU!! HOSU!! ew. junsu u're such a 2 timer. haha. keeding.. their clothes a seriuosly so fun. with all those cute images and the cuffs. haha. their whole image is so funky. i love it!!only one thing i'm ew-ed by is junsu's earrings. it's so dangly and girly. it's like something O_O haha. ah nvm.

the 2nd one DBSK was smiling like mad. haha. not mad la but a lot. haha. u see them bowing bowing and bowing. i swear they are the most curteous people i've ever seen. epik high was having fun. haha. they were like on top of each other. I-13 was there too. KJK too. and JAEJOONG CAN STAND WAY BETTER WITHOUT HIS CRUTCHES. i think :x it's ard 1.57 yunho was all high on waving to the fans tat he kept hitting on changmin's mic and changmin tried to sing but yunho hits it again and then he gives up and look at yunho half smiling half like -___- "hyung ah!!" i think tat was super funny la. it's ard 2.10 then ard 3.56 the person beside junsu was like stuffing junsu the mic. haha. and junsu was like ^^* "i have one too!" haha. ok tat was like everything..

my thoughts {10:23 PM}

come do this with me.
take a deep breath and hold it.
then count to 10.
release it.
feel better?
i don' but slightly. haha. wat am i saying

wat's said is said. wat's done is done. a lil misunderstanding shall not hold me back and hinder me from my days. i shall put it all behind after my er 10 hour slp. haha. yes i overslept again. haha. i need to get to work soon.

generalizations, racism, stereotyping. wat are they?

my thoughts {11:49 AM}

you meant me? or you?

i've learnt an awful painful and sad lesson.

=> say stuff with and explanation. never leave it hanging. NEVER

i'm really pissed at how some people worded their posts. they have no idea who i am and wat kind of person i am and yet they bash me right down without giving me a chance to explain. they say i generalize the news and yet they are doing the same to me. they have no FULL INSIGHT of my life and they have already judged me. u've just "fucking generalized" me. wow. and you're teaching me wat? tell me you're not a stereotype and i'd porbably laugh. humans are all stereotypes. you cant' deny it. well did you think before you say something so cruel to me? guess wat? u've just labelled me as much as you think i did label chinese people.

i agree that there was no form of an excuse to y i said tat and wat made me say tat. i've no excuse in fact. and i don't need one. you ask "ever heard of individuality missy?" oh yea. heard of mine?

so... "STOP GENERALIZING ONE BECAUSE OF SOMETHING A PART OF PERSON SAID~!" i quoted you ya know. and guess wat? you were "fucking ignorant" towards how i'd feel.


i've learnt from this. it's a hard lesson though. human brain is a dangerous thing. seriously. it's how YOU WANT to read into my post.

my thoughts {1:38 AM}

Friday, November 11, 2005

i think i've got nothing better to do. i'm like on BoA's spark perf d/l spree. i've d/led tons. then i end up watching and trying to learn how to dance. but hey i managed to get like 1 eight right. as in 1 eight counts XD haha. i tried learning Quincy and i managed to get majority of the steps considering the camera always showed boa's top half and not bottom. haha. so i did. yay. but i kinda forgot some too. haha. i managed to learn tat in like a day. say like 4 hours continuosly staring at the comp screen. rewinding rewinding and rewinding. hehe. it's fun

I WANT O LEVELS TO END RIGHT NOW!

my thoughts {9:56 PM}

Thursday, November 10, 2005

WAIT FOR ME! I WANT TO GO THERE! WHERE DONGBANG'S GONNA BE I WANNA I WANT!! tat's if my paernts allow T_T


but i want!

my thoughts {3:21 PM}

2 humans paper down! 1 more to go! yay! i'm happy. cause those are the ones tat really stress me out. now i need to focus on my sciences and maths. ew. i hate physics and chem. darn it.

LOUSY PERSON! I SURVIVED WITHOUT MY TYS ANSWERS!! i didn't have time to look through my tys :x the paper was manageble but i didnt have time to check through and think summore. well. always happens.

my thoughts {12:49 PM}

Monday, November 07, 2005

THANKS YA? SO MUCH FOR TAKIN MY GEOG TYS ANSWERS.
i so cantt get over it. i'm freakin pissed. like hello u need it as much as i do. wat make u have the right to bloody shit take my book. IT'S CALLED STEALING FOR GAWD SAKE! now i'm going to fail my geog cause i've no book at all. like nothing la! and hello my geog sucks shit. i can't answer geog questions properly for nuts.

curse u to fail your geog. SO MUCH FORSTEALING. GO DIE LA YOU. EW EW EW. I'M DISGUSTED. SERIOUSLY. U CAN GO DIE CAUSE U'RE SO GONNA FAIL GEOG. HOW I WISH I CAN MAKE VOODOO DOLLS AND POKE YOUR BUTT AND MAKE SURE U CANT SIT STAND WALK OR EVEN SHIT. I HATE YOU SO MUCH TAT U CAN GO DIE LA. WTF! T_________________________T

my thoughts {11:16 PM}

Sunday, November 06, 2005

tomorrow's the special day!

my thoughts {10:46 PM}