Tuesday, September 13, 2005

voodoo dolls for sm? T_T

quoted from soompi:
As some of you guys may know, Jaejoong recently tore his knee cartiledge and had to appear at the fan meeting with crutches/wheelchair..well recently, Yunho was very sick and had to be hospitalized.

Also, according to a lot of fans, he's been having to walk around with a cane because he hurt his back pretty badly while he was practicing dancing (some of you may have noticed his pained expression during the x-man episode where he did that back flip; I believe his back was pretty bad from before, but worsened due to the intensive dance practices that they do)

I mean, yes, it's their job to entertain us, provide us with great songs, etc, but without the energy to do so, what's the point?

They just finished preparing for their 2nd album (which was very rushed) and probably need all the rest that they can get.. but NO...

SM is working these kids to the point where they need to be hospitalized. =_=;;; anyway.. that wasn't the point of this topic.. sorry about the rant..Micky and Yunho are to appear in the Banjun Drama (Chuseok Special; Thanksgiving Special) with Jun Hye Bin as the main girl lead.

Also, Yunho and Xiah finished filming for another X-man episode to be aired soon...There's a rumor that all of DBSG are to appear in a show together (possibly X-man) but I'm not sure if that's true... I guess we'll find out later...I hope they all stay healthy..As someone mentioned before, they still have a LONG way to go...it's only their 2nd Album...


my reply:
frack SM. so wat if they are finacially unstable now? it's still no reason to overwork the boys. wat the hell are they thinking of?

i really admire the boys for all their hardwork and sacrafices. they never say no and always do their utmost best to make the fans happy. but do they ever know tat they are also making the fans unhappy this way? i mwan seeing them and hearing them getting hurt and wat nots it's saddening. T____________T in any case i hope tat they really know how to set their own limits and know tat the fans are to be made happy but they are to be healthy and strong to carry on with tat journey of making the fans happy. this way benefits both parties.

WTF SM!?

my thoughts {5:30 PM}

Sunday, September 11, 2005

yay!

yay i finally changed my blogskin. i like it. it was my very first skin. minus the fact tat tis doesn't have a picture. haha. but then. it's still nice. i guess tat's wat people mean by the first feeling never fade away. k. i think i made tat up. haha.

awesome manz! junsu is really good. he sang Big Mama solo during the fan meet. he teared. well his eyes went red. but he was good. really good. he's the pro lar! he practically pwns the rest too. haha. he's voice is powerful and yet still able to sound good live. the rest. ok only. haha. but i don't like the feeling where he's in a suit. he looked so tiny. and then it's like there's this feeling tat he's super popular and he's darn proud about it. luckily he smiled or else i'll be like O_o junsu wat's with you. u're getting all proud cause u're so famous!? haha. but no. i don't think he'll ever do tat right? he's still the innocent lil chunsa we all know. still going cherry red when shy and still laugh the eukyangkyang. haha.

yesterday in the car, i was listening to the boy's 2nd album. one of the songs. i can't rmb which. but it made me realise tat. hey joongie's voice is so smooth and also quite distinct. it's really amzing how he can go so high. but junsu goes higher XD haha. i'm really happy tat they did a very successful fanmeeting yest. though silly jaejoong still went in a wheelchair and crutches. i wanna smack some sense into him. GO HOME LA!! nonetheless jaejoong get well soon. so u can be with the rest of the boys having fun on stage. just make sure u be careful. no more scary 4 hour surgerys.. ^^;;;

tmr is the start of term 4. what do i do? 1 more month and is Os. it's scary if u think about it. but then i still haven't done much. i'm not surprised if i actually failed majority of my prelims. i'm not going to be surprised if i don't get into a jc for the 1st 3 mths. chem sucks la. sucks bad. aish. i need to drill on it. put a lil more effort in for everything. sacrafice a lil time off the boys i'm sure i'll be fine. ^___^ kaiyi hwaiting!! i wanna go korea!!

my thoughts {11:29 AM}

Saturday, September 10, 2005

i went the JJ Lin's autograph session to get his siggy for Jeanie unnie. it's havoc. crazy man. i got to shake his hand but then it was like nothing to me. haha. really had no feeling. oh sigh.. he's good i must agree. he's singapore's pride. i'm so proud tat singapore has such good talents. hey mayb i'm one. i'm the hidden talent. muahaha! kkk. this is wat i went on and on with alicia unnie...it's a good experience. u know being thick skinned ain't a bad thing at all. haha. i'm good manz..


i just came back from JJ lin's autograph session
havoc ar
i stood there from 430 till 518
kinda thanks to the people behind me
haha
they kept pushin and squeezing till i went with the flow
and ended up within the barriers
the sigining took less than 5 mins
i shook his hand
but wth
hate being short
the no of people is so little...
haha
i reached jurong at 415
then queued for the shuttle bus to imm
then this girl kept staring at me
i wanted to stare back at her and go
wat u looking at!?
haha
then i asked her if she was going for the thing
she said ya
so we shared a cab
then went there by 425
then i kinda thick skin asked them if i could join them in the queue
then JJ's music played
everyone rushed here and there
so i just gracefully slot myself somewhere
it was pretty near the stage
then i made a deal with these 3 girls
cause they wanted to take picts
so i said go and i'll look after the spot for u
then ya
stand there and stone for 45mins
then he finally came
i swear i'm not going for this kinda stuff again
never


i shook his hand. but no feeling one...how? i didn't even look at his face properly. haha. he was wearing pink. the fan club gave him a huge cake. didn't see it though. it had a piano on top. i'm hungry now..shoots..

my thoughts {6:45 PM}

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

CRAPS!! ALL DBSK'S FAULT!! now i'm crying!! WAH~!!


i'm so fracking proud of them. yunho has improved so much. changmin the lil baby can reach his high notes so smoothly. the rest still the same. junsu is <3333333333


their 2nd album is wonderful beyond words. their english is wow!! i've never cried for any gasoo. not a single gasoo. but now i did. they really sound like angels. the acapella is T____T beautiful life is a sexy jazzy track. junsu made me smile like crap. there's so much to smile about and now i look like i'm smiling to the computer screen. XD this album is so much better than the 1st


they've matured. so much. so well. so fast. but nonetheless doing well. the fans are gonna be so happy. they really going to make a big comeback in the korean music industry. no doubt.


i'm sure they've recorded till late in the night. cried about their voices. fall sick. sweat about it. laughed through the stress. but i'd like to tell the boys, u've done an awesome job. no matter wat u had to go through, it was all worth it. now your 2nd album is something which u can smile and recall about. i'm so proud of you. i'm so glad i'm a DB fan and no others.


now the only thing is the promos. stressing out and falling sick T___T stay strong DBSK!! eh when you coming to singapore ar?

my thoughts {11:09 PM}

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Prayer

Please let the words that we say
not be an evil smell but rather
with frangrant words
let us leave fragrant echoes.

Please let all our words be ones
that plant seeds in our neighbors' hearts
to become flowers of joy and let it become
a song of peace to little by little,
make the world a brighter place

Please do not let us speak of
gossip and rumors that help no one
and with clean hearts let us
us clean words.

Please let me speak of loving words
with a loving heart to not think
of myself first, but instead put
myself in the other person's shoes.
and let me speak positive words
with a positive hear to look
at my good points instead of the bad points.

As if giving the water of sincerity
to care for just one bud of an orchid everyday
let us clear our words with the clean water of wisdom
that we've retrieved from the spring of our prayer
and silence.

Please let us engulf ourselves
in the fragance of humbleness deep inside our hearts.


i need to change me blogskin. i don't like this one anymore. it's depressing plus the layout for the entries is bad. the words get stuck altogether.. T_T

my thoughts {7:42 PM}

you're always getting into these kind of troubles, but it makes me think you're suter.. -changmin-

when you're in need of help, i'll be there for you.. -junsu-

causing trouble is like your #1 priority. don't you ever get tired of it? -joongie-

meeting you again changes the way i feel about you.. -yoochun-

it's not like you're smart. you're too stupid to understand anything at all. especially when it comes to understanding love.. -yunho-

^from 'the trouble maker that can't find love'

my thoughts {12:00 AM}