Monday, February 28, 2005

whee

i'm so proud of myself. i managed to finish reading through chem. at least i read so there's something of it inside. but then i've yet to read it again b4 test. n guess wat. chem test is not oni till this fri. haha. n i've read it. this is the first ever time i've studied something tat early. really. i guess it's just the determination on passing every small single tests from now on. there's barely time to play hard now. but still can play lar. even so, success is never a small step or an overnight thing. in my case, O results. talkin bout it. we din do as expected today. but then admist all the fun raising things, i suppose they've done their best. there was 100% passes for amaths (surprisingly..continue to read) english physics. i think tat's bout it. i'll update if there's any changes. emaths had i think 98.6% passes. tat's why i think it's farnie. heh. the rest. combine humans had 96-98 plus % passes. chem too. the rest aint tat good lar. Clarissa Poh Wan Ru is our top gal with 10 A1s and 1 A2. way to go gal. i cant remember the other gal. she's a scholar. but overall. i think this years O results werent good. it dropped from 80% to 60%. which aint tat good. considering the dragon year babies. but well done seniors. u've all did your best. we'll do better next year! ;p candice n i are both super cranked up today. haha. well. i think it's cuz of the pressure we're starting to feel. but then we'll do it. we shall do it together. we'll start studying chinese stuff in march hols. everyday has no excuse. sleepy or not. movie date or not has no priority. if we want to get into ac. there's no way we can slack. i dun wanna to be like some people. dont study then pia at the last min n scream stress. in the end also dont do well. get over n done with chinese n tats the end of the story.


i want to achieve at least...
english A1
chinese A1
maths A1
amaths A2

physics A2
chemistry B4
geography C5
sshistory A2

my thoughts {5:48 PM}

Saturday, February 26, 2005

all ladies retreat

all ladies retreat was a success. i got to know at least 5 new ladies. testimonis shared were all very interesting n worth to remember. i learnt that friendships start easy but will become difficult through ups n downs. i agree with it. it's never simple to care for that person rather than care for the friendship. it's hard to keep the friendship for a very long time. one must learn how to tolerate n understand each other.
there's a bbq goin on downstairs. i think 90% of them are guys cuz i keep hearing them swimming and playing soccer. rowdy bunch. n how i noe? i kpo. stole some glances when i walked past. heh. only 1 gal wearing a pink top. i think. told ya i was kpo! wateva. so noisy now.
dang. nv go to school for one day end up with a whole bunch of work. crap. next time i'd rather slp on the desk than pon. hmpf. mrs chen made them watch mr bean
during all ladies retreat, i had a good talk with jessie. cuz we had a 45mins toilet break (cuz we finished discussion fast). n we have a few things in common. well at least i think so. we both prefer guys who are independent n not stick too close to us. we like pop-rock music n hate singers who lip sync. n i cant rmb the rest. heh.
my parents had a great time at hong kong n guangzhou. summore pluck strawberries back for us. haha. but 2/3 of it is slightly rotten. haha. cuz my dad dropped the box in the airport while collecting the lauggage. so ya. just imagone. but then cuz it's not the season for strawberries they aren't that sweet.
aww man. where is that simin! i need her to fax my work! dang it. i'll study ss. or mayb not. tv's more interesting to study..heh.

my thoughts {10:00 PM}

LICKed

the best way to have a good realationship with God is to..
  1. communicate through prayer - what kinda realationship is it when there's no communication??
  2. fellowship - like Peter when he heard that Jesus was the Son. he dropped his things and followed Jesus
  3. the relationship must be sustained by spending more time with Him - also through prayer or quiet time (qt)
  4. we're still prone to sinning but then God still loves us. Jesus has died on the cross for all our sins. including the past (those way way way before we were born), present and the future. so He will love us all the same.
  5. read the Bible for His word and listen to Him when you pray. u'll never know what He wants to say to u.
  6. evangelism - didnt really catch steph but then ya. i noe it's one of the pts. heh

wanna get LICKed?

i dunno y but i had to get that blogged. haha. oh well. today pon school so did some filing of my work n heymath probalbility. haha. it was pretty fun. but it gets a bit confusing when there are too many things. i think some of the qs is wrong. ms kek said she'll check it out.gosh! i am so full now. ate a pkt of large popcorn chicken n now cant slp. tmr (which is also today) need to go for ladies fellowship. need to meet jessie at bt batok at 745. all the way at sebawang!!! so far!!! everyone's super stressed out now. i dunno y. i cant seem to get myself to start studying. i tell myself need but then i dont. haiz. i still haven studied chinese!!! die. how lar. so much things but lesser n lsser time. sob. i dunno. i'll start for Os in march. but then step by step for chinese. i noe i can do it! i can i can i can!!! n i WILL!!! with lao shi's help i'll do it. chinese is my 2nd best subj n i'll do well n get over n done with it. then one less subj to study! yes!parents are coming home tmr. n i'll be free! heh. not exactly but ya. i juz realised..my bro aint that bad after all. he listens to me but sometimes juz plain naughty. or mayb i request too much outta him. cuz i dun wan him to follow after my footsteps. everyone in k2 knew their ABCs. i knew none. they learned to P n i not even A. my dad lemme play too much already n nv made me study. so i dun wan my bro to be like me. to press n force in info until the last min. i doesnt help. he's a smart kid. i noe he is. just lazy. his maths is superb n pretty accurate. juz minus the carelessness. heh. i'll make an effort to teach n spend more time with him after my Os. i'm sorry bro for scolding u all the time. i'll not do that again. sorry! :P

i know who adriel likes! me noe me noe! haha. actually not only me. almost the whole cell. mayb the youth too. super obvious lar!

lousy adriel!

my thoughts {12:40 AM}

Thursday, February 24, 2005

bleah

i've a longer list of frens now. heh.
for those who are wondering y my blog is so friendly (as jessie puts it), lemme tell u. i'm a person who emphasises a lot on friendship n i treasure my friends the most. everyone of them is special and everyone of them allows me to learn something from them. so if u're reading this blog now n is not yet my friend, tag me n lemme noe who u are. it's ok if u're an alien or an outcast. i'm glad to have another friend who's special n unique in whichever way u are.
mrs chen was in a good mood today so it aint that bad. haha. i've not much stuff to say today. but 1 weeks coming to end. which means another week closer to Os. the sec 4 '04 are going to collect their results tmr. i wonder how they did. esp their yr is the dragon year. all the smarties...my grandma came to visit us today. she bought a whole lotta stuff for us. 2 bunch of bananas cake soya bean n some kueh she mad herself n ya more fruits. i wonder y she buy so many for. esp the bananas. we're not monkeys. haha. oh well. it's a horrid day today.

it's raining. alas. it's raining. lesser bush n forest fires i suppose!

events coming up:

  1. cheerobics at suntec atrium- 260205
  2. ss test - 030305
  3. chem test - 040305
  4. MG project inkwell - 050305 (note it down! must come!)
  5. physics test - 08/090305
  6. english mock - 100305
  7. acs b carnival 9-5pm - 120305
  8. cheerobics finals (go mg!)- 130305
  9. bro's bdae n i'm removing my braces! - 150305

~everyone's unique in a way. it's only whether u know how to appreciate their uniqueness~

my thoughts {6:12 PM}

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

phew

today's such a hectic day. almost every lesson had hw. but heh. i have still 2 more hw to get done with. sigh. it's ss n maths. probability is so crazy. i still have no idea how to do up a tree diagram properly. so messed up. need to go clinic for it. and mayb diff too. hmm...this yr i shall bank on my emaths ss chi eng physics and mayb amaths too. so i can do well. chem is a killer n a goner. no hope le. so cant be bothered. unless i take up tuition then if it ever improves (and makes sense to me) then i'll use it. but then we'll c.
mum n dad's still not back. haiz. it's so tiring man. being the head of the house. need to remember so many things n to be responsible for them or else..ya. oh well i gtg do work b4 bro gets home then sure got not much time to do things. ciao people. take care!

dismiss discourteousy with courteousy

my thoughts {6:46 PM}

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

finally!

i've mangaed to do it finally. i've changed my blog's look. it's really sunny as u can see..i've yet to add more links though..and oh ya. to u! yea u! to u who's reading this. tag me!
bleah.today's such a hot day again. i'm super tired once again. tuesdays are always crazy days. starts of wit pe then amaths then chinese. recess then back to classroom for chem eng then geog. crap! the cheat sheet is of total no use! it's a waste of my time pen ink n paper (talk about saving trees). geog test was feaky. the nos alone kinda freaked me out. it was like which country has the highest natural increase? then u go figure it out urself wit the help of some stoopid table. so many nos k.
i'm suppose to be at tuition but then heck. i'm too lazy n sick to get on a bus then a train to tuition. i suck at chem. it's a total insanity. i've totally absolutely no idea wat in the world is ms sim talkin about. she talks talks talks. then i feel i'm the only one not understanding a thing. everyone noes how to do ther work but not me. i've to refer to the txtbk for ans n can still get it wrong. i wanna drop chem!!!! but then if i do, i'll die in the scinces world..sob

my thoughts {6:30 PM}

Monday, February 21, 2005

yay!

i'm super happy! i've passed my physics!!! wow. awesome man. i've even passed amaths. all thanks to differentiation. i'll fail if it was oni on p n c. it's driving me up the wall.insane. who in the world invented it anyway. diff is so much easier. well it' oni the basics. so ya...heh. so after a rough calculation, i've passed everything except history elect. sux man. i missed by 1.5 marks. darn it. hmpf. argh tmr still got geog n chinese. die. sure die. still gotta go see doc summore. coughing like mad. very diff to breathe.i think..i think i'm gonna die..

my thoughts {3:35 PM}

have a safe trip mum n dad

today is a monday. how nice. there's only 4 subjects today. but today, it's b3's lucky day! ms kek didn't come to school so we had 1 hr free!!! haha. i'm in mrs tong's lesson now. physics is a total bore. haiz. mum n dad has gone to china. they're there now. i think just settling down in the hotel. yay! it's a whole week free for me. but then i've gotta look after my bro too..sigh. i'm sstarting to miss them. it's really freaky in a big house with only 2 people u kno. so dark...ooooooooo..die i've got hw again. hw hw hw. everyday hw. cant have a day of rest one. k mrs tong is going to return our papers. catch up with u later.

if u want to use the word 'shit', pls use it at home within your apartment.~mrs tong~

my thoughts {1:45 PM}

Sunday, February 20, 2005

where is hell?

i asked that qs during cell last night. it was funny. there was no definite answer. but then i think we don't really need to know where hell is right? it ain't a necessity. all i know bout it is it's a really dark place that's very hot. bel referred it to the parable of the rich man n poor man. i've yet to find it in the bible. heh. finally our cell has a name. it's been nameless for close to a year. it's now officially known as LICK which means Living In Christ Kingdom.

it's really sad to know that there are christians who actually try to 'sell' their church. they keep calling u up to go to their church. if u don't go they'll either ignore u or try harder. it's like going to church is one's choice not a forced thing. if u want people to attend your church, then try getting to know that person more n when they're comfortable with u, then slowly encourage them to church. but if u have to respect their choice if they don't wanna go. rather then ' come la come la! y don't come?' it's super irritating. i mean yes. we're helping them to be saved but it's still their choice. we can't possibly blindfold that person n push them into the pool to be baptised right? they'll definitely want to know wat's going on. i really don't understand those people.

anyway. i've gotta go do some work before my parents pick me for dinner. if u're bored or is dying for a laughter to brighten up your day, go to
http://www.stupidvideos.com some stuff are hilarious but some are simply gross. so slowly take your pick!

Living In Christ Kingdom

my thoughts {11:00 AM}

Thursday, February 17, 2005

nothin much to say

today's not any other better day. it's been quite tiring again. almost fell asleep during maths n physics. been sleeping late so i guess that's y. i shall learn to sleep early. or else i'll have panda eyes. haha. the mock exam today is so funny. endangered species was known to a lady in the passage as faeces. so it say 'how can anyone cry for the endangered faeces?' so lame. we were doing it in the ava n it's like u can just look over to your left or right n copy answers from your neighbours. n u actually call this a mock exam? hmph! then wait for that stooooopid candice. talk talk talk so much don't want to go then later go kap n shop for 30 mins. dunno wat she doin also. then complain to me that she wants to watch zhang wu yan. farnie rite? then still don't wanna go home sit there do amaths. woah can die there rotting away. haiz. if u're reading this candice..dun talk so much lar. go home. make me wait for u for 45 mins then can step outta school. insane!-_- i've still got zhou ji to do. the peranakan project's due tmr n i haven done a single thing on it. oh well i shall hand it up on mon. i suppose heh. okie. i've gotta go shower b4 my bro comes home n ring the door bell till i answer it. or i shall wait for him. well ya. i'll go watch tv to pass time. think mum n dad went to some yu sheng thingy. so i guess we're the oni ones at home. oh ya..today i keep seeing bukit view students dunno y. in kap thn while walking home. wat special occasion ar? oh well who cares!

if u're bored u can go to
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal to play some games. their background n effects are really nice...

if there was 100 steps between us, u can take the first step n i'll take the other 99 steps just to reach u...

my thoughts {7:41 PM}

i have no idea y

i have no idea y i started a blog again. i've had many blogs but they would then be terminated by me after a while. i'm not those type that writes journals or diaries needless to say blogs..haha. oh well i think cuz i'm bored. i shall make an effort to write in future. heh. i said try. not will. so ya.

these 2 days are a bit depressing. had tests after tests. tmr still have english mock exam. i've no idea how it will help us in our Os..hmmmm.. well they have their reasons i guess. yest had a horrible experience with mrs kuan. boy can she be fierce. we ran 2 rounds for warm-ups but half the class ended up walking. i have to admit i walked half a round. heh. so she got really pissed then made us do interval training. it's when u run at a specific timing then rest for a minute or so. we ended up running another 4 rounds, 6 in total! crazy i tell u. but then i manged to run 2 round in 3:20 mins so i'm kinda proud considering all the cny goodies n rubbish. haha. i had to say our class did well. we managed to run fast only 5 people din make it. poor deb. had back pain need to run n still need to do 50 situps as punishment. sob. then today mrs chen scolded the class for not paying attention half the time of her lesson n others for dozing off or sleepin. plus the long dued debate wasn't well done. oy can u tell from her expression that she was disappointed. for my 4 yrs (including this yr) with her, i've never seen her like that before. haiz. i really wonder y my level is so pai. everytime cause the most trouble in school. so sad rite. oh well guess it's our nature. ha! the only wonderful thing today is we won mass skipping again. if i'm not worng. but this time we won with 7 instead of last yr's 27. haha. well we all grew fatter. can't 'reach out for the stars' that well anymore..

it's late n i'm tired. this week is a long n horrible week. well i guess it's life. the last yr in school. we shall make full use of it with frens n do well in our Os. sob. i can't imagine i'm leaving sch soon. the same old school for 10 yrs. thou the food sucks(i heard acjc's food is even worse :p) the teachers are a nag, it still all comes back down to the 10yrs of fun laughter peace n joy i've had there. it's the best school i've ever been (not like i've been in any other...) n it will forever be. it's where all the past n present gals have the same memory. the same type of bonding. it's truely clear n obvious when we all get together. we have this invisible force that pulls us together n another invisible wall around us that protects us. no matter how much we complain bout school, we will definitely miss it. we will miss chapel, the fun we had, the laughter we shared, the tears we've shed. the pain n long endures under the hot sun for track n swim meets, the loud screams of your neighbouring gal. no matter how, we will remember our teachers for scolding us, for screaming at us to hand up our work or to go wash our face when we doze off. it's all clearly stated. it's all very visible. too visible to be ignored. we know it n will thank God for it. i can't imagine that day coming...

One for all, All for one

my thoughts {3:10 AM}